LOST DEEP INSIDE

I feel lost deep inside
It's pain all over me from out and inside
I have emptiness left with me beside
Oh lord what have i done to deserve this?

All my treasure,all my people,all my passion
All the trust,all the friends
All my pride all my smile,has turned into tears

All alone i the desert of pain,river of tears
Forest of questions,valley of disappointment
If it GODS punishment then lord have mercy on me
If it is my dumbness then Allah bestow me with wisdom

If it is curse from my origin then may you break the spell of it
If it is rules i broke my my ancestors have mercy on my
''Some times death sounds better than life'' when all comes this way

I pray for nothing but for strength and faith
Oh dear lord,why me?!